I Need To Steer Away From Myself

I've realized lately with moods and trying to deal and it not working... That I'm pretty sure I'm a toxic person. i don't like it, and honestly I'd prefer t ignore it, but the fact of the matter is... I push people away, people avoid me, people stop talking to me as much. It's beginning to make me wonder. No one really wants to be around or with someone with problems. I feel like I control my thoughts anymore, feel as though.... I'm just going to continue having people leaving my life and at the end of the day, it's my fault.
I haven't always been a toxic person. But I think I do have my moments.
Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
26-30, F
2 Responses Aug 29, 2012

I try not to hate anyone, I don't want them to own me. I avoid those who spend their days talkin down others, bragging and mostly those that always tell you I'm a good person, their the ones that bring you down.I have few friends but they are loyal, mildly crazy and fun with attitude that makes my times with them special and I trust them w/my life.

i dont agree. you're not toxic.

thank you :-)