I hate my life much of the time and all I purely desire is money and the power that it brings. If I had access to firearms, I would without a doubt put a barrel of a handgun in my mouth and pull the trigger. This I 100% believe. This is what I am working on to acquire should I need to make my exit from this life.
I hate people. I know this will sound horribly self-indulgent and conceited. But the barriers that keep me from suicide are very few. I feel incredibly alone. I have not been able to talk to anyone for such a long time.
thefertileone thefertileone
31-35, M
Aug 17, 2014