There is a person a ghost to me in this world who I refer to as Apollo, and its because I have never loved anyone like I loved him, it was reckless, it was unconditional, it was full hearted unprotected, eyes closed arms opened love.

And he decided that it wasn't for him, I wasn't for him that in fact he did not deserve to be loved the way I loved him. ( Which I don't care what you all will say was not a line was not a lie to make me feel better trust me at that point we were not trying to lessen the blow, he meant it and now that we are "friends" its the same story)

His ghost haunts me, makes me not trust and never want to be so in love again. I know that I won't cause it nearly killed me.

Starbuck82 Starbuck82
31-35, F
Mar 17, 2009