....not With Him

I am young.  And only with age does experience and knowledge come.  This I understand.  I did not want to get married...I did not want to have his baby...I just wanted to be with him then and there.  But when I got pregnant he asked me to marry him.  I said yes.  We went and looked at rings, I picked one out.  My life was great.  At least that is what I thought.  Until, he cheated.  He has cheated on me twice, that I know.  And the first time I took him back, this time I won't.  Don't get me wrong I love him.  I want to be with him.  but now I am not sure if it is becasue I really am in love with him or if it is because he is the father of my daughter.  And if we do ever get back together....it won't be so easy the next time.  I am wiser now than I was then. 

bellasmomma bellasmomma
18-21, F
Mar 24, 2009