Not How It Ends

If I were to do such a thing, I lose a lot and so do others, even if it doesn't feel like it. I won't know how my story is meant to end. My friends (even if it feels like I'm alone, they're still there) will miss me if I'm gone, as will my family. And my future wife (wherever she may be, whenever I might find her) will lose a caring husband. I wouldn't want for her to end up alone, or worse, with some disrespecting jerk.

I don't know when I'm going to snap out of this depression, but in my wisdom, I know that it won't last forever... And there are great things waiting on the other side. Just gotta take the first step...
KewlioMZX KewlioMZX
26-30, M
May 10, 2012