I Just Can't

i think about it, i plan it in my head. I think about different ways to die, i just... can't go through with it... is it the fear? i think it is. i want to. im in my pain. i scream everyday in my head. i want to die, please just give me the strength to pull it through. i can;t. i don't know whats wrong with me
Thispsycho Thispsycho
18-21, F
Jun 3, 2012