Nope, Nope, Nope....

 Nope.. I will not kill myself even if my life has gotten so low... Nope, nope nope... I'm better then that to kill myself. I have learned that it is the most selfish thing to do in the whole wide world. I did remember back when I did want to kill myself I didn't think it hurt anybody.. But now that my best friend, and her boyfriend, and then another person in my family killing themselves. It just gets me thinking how can anyone be so selfish to do something like this.. And I know for a fact that none of my family members or friends that are up in heaven right now want to see die young they want to see me old and withering away when I go up to heaven for the rest of my life. I will not kill myself ever..

XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
26-30, F
6 Responses Oct 5, 2008

That possibility of there being a hell is enough for me to want to stay alive till it is my time to go. That's how i always saw things when it got tough for me.

That's very right lets just hope for there not to be a hell. because I just couldn't stand the pain.

It doesn't matter what we believe though. If there really is a hell then even if you don't believe in it doesn't really make a difference. The only way for us to truly know is to die and start a new journey. If there isn't a hell then that's great added bonus for humanity, but if there is one then damn that's going to suck. <br />
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I'm just saying believing in god heaven and hell is harmless because if we are wrong then nothing happens. If we are right then we could lose everything.

I really don't think there is a hell. I don't really believe in god. But I do believe in heaven don't ask me why.. Kind of confusing. I would rather be stuck in between living and dying for the rest of my life then burning for the rest of my life..<br />
Yes it is good Tacit. :)

The way i always looked at it was if i kill myself and there is a god heaven and hell i will burn in hell for the rest of my life. If there is no god or heaven and hell then i will no longer exist. I do not want to be non existent. I don't know if there is a god or not but i do hope there is one so i have somewhere to go in death.<br />
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I also think living in hell would be worse than any pain we can experience in life. If you ever doubt that then take a lighter and hold it to your skin till it becomes unbearable then think if you want to feel that for the rest of existence.<br />
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That's just how i always saw things if it helps any.

Thats good to hear :)