A Little Strange, No?
I think it is endlessly funny that I added this experience. Adding to it's humor is the fact that for me, I think it really needed to be said. I have thought about suicide a lot over recent years. I think about it enough that it has truly alarmed me in the past, but I know that I am never going to do it. Not that I'm scared or anything, I just do not think I am capable of being that selfish. I have known a lot of people that killed themselves. I deeply and very truly pity every single one of them for thinking that they were so big that they could give all of US the finger and check themselves out. I just shake my head and know that nobody is ever going to feel that way about me.