i get tricked too often in my life made the fool. people pretend they care but they just use me to make themselves feel better. i have feelings i feel pain. i need truth in my life i do not need lies it cuts me like a knife. family so called friends. i am alone in this world and it destroys me but at least i know i will never lie to my heart.i will try to protect it. my wanting to help others causes too much pain. love is nothing but pain.each breathe i take is just painful i have had enough. stop please i wish so much people would see me. see me as who i am and stop using me like i have no feelings.