Who I Really Am

i don't know why but anytime i go to town with my mum i always feel sad and depressed at the end of the day but to be honest i try i really do try to be happy with her. but it's like 2 people that are presured to go out but don't like each other. the thing is it really hurt when you make up ur mind to tell people what i really feel and all people have to do is ask what the problem is but people keep saying ur fake smile is nice.it is a nice thing to say but it hurt that noone sees me through this fake smile mask and i'm dying to tell one person just one person what i really feel inside. i just keep lieing to everyone about myself to make people like me because i'm scared people wouldn't accept me for who i really am.
kemilola kemilola
18-21, F
Sep 9, 2012