I'm Lonely But Its Going To Be Worth It
I'm lonely. Nights are the worst. I lay there and stare at the ceiling. I toss and turn. I think my body REFUSES to let me sleep now that my heart is in Texas. I would kill to have him here with me. It hasn't even been a week yet and I don't how I am going to get thru the next 8 weeks. I only pray he is adjusting and the days are going fast for him as they def ARE NOT for me. I cant focus on school at all and I work overtime to keep myself busy but its killing me. I wish I was in the mood to have "me" days but I would rather have them with him. I feel like no one understands what I feel. Having to see and talk to the same handsome guy for over three years then he up and leaves is the hardest thing a person can ever go thru. I am anticipating the March 14 when I can finally touch him, see his smile, and fee his touch. Right now, it is just a matter of waiting..and waiting is the worst.