Angry At Who I Am

This will probably sound stupid,
I want to vent about my personality

I wish i was weaker, so that i could get more attention
So people would not depend on me

I have built this cage of love, kindness and perfection
It greatly annoys me

I feel like when i am anything else but happy, i cannot show it
because happy is who and what people expect from me

I am the child that has everything together
I am the child that solves all the problems, so when i have problems, there is no problem

I feel lost at times...
Not really sure of who i am...

I cant express to my parents or friends...they all look up to me
Ive never cried or shed tears in front of them, as i am suppose to be strong...

I am just so sick of being me, little ms happy, ms perfection...
I want to be weak... i want someone to take care of me for once...just let my guards down..
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I just wanted to get that off my chest
MaskedAngel16 MaskedAngel16
22-25, F
2 Responses May 13, 2012

You can let your guards down around me. i wont excpect anything but for you to be who you want to be. if you need to talk mesage me okay?

thanks... how can i message u?

You can let your guards down around me. i wont excpect anything but for you to be who you want to be. if you need to talk mesage me okay?