Ep doesn't have the mood I'm looking for. It's a word even beyond indescribable. It's a feeling in which I cannot convey words. Though, I will try to explain some of it. I will warn you though, my way of thinking-imagination is very different and unique. So, it may or may not seem or be the way you think.
I tried to block out so much of the stuff that was floating in my head. Maybe if I'd clear some thoughts out than I could try to relax for the day. I didn't physically feel a throbbing head ache, but mentally I felt it was there. I couldn't escape my surroundings. Everywhere I meant there was chaos that would randomly turn into silence for a moment, just a moment though. The world spins madly on and so does my motion. I go where ever the world turns. I always seem to fall into some trap and get hurt. People who look like monsters are thirsting for my soul and flesh. I feel I am not wanted here. I get vibes that tell me to run and hide. Though, even when I try to be strong, I find myself lying on the floor numb. Where do I go from here? Who'll save me? I can't see the path that looks the safest to go on alone. It's getting dark and I've found no answers. When the lights are out completely, will I survive?