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It Seems To Be Too Late :(

I met him when I was fourteen.........cb radio, I got talking to him.........I met him and he had a bet on with his mate that I was out of his league (am not all that incidentally.......he just thought I was). I only found this out a couple of years ago. He made me laugh!! We didn't have any money to go anywhere or do anything, we just hung out and got on. We were together for about a year and just loved being together. I left school and thought that it wasn't cool to be with someone who was still in school and I'd heard that he had kissed some girl while I'd been away on holiday...........I chucked him.
He told me later that he was devastated, he saw me some time later with my (boyfriend.......now my husband) and this really knocked him for six.

28 years later..........we came across each other on facebook, we got talking and 'I' realised that I still had feelings for him............anyway, two years down the line and several meetings up with him........we don't even live in the same country anymore.........I fell pretty hard, and it seems that he is more grounded ..........he has told me that I am 'a bit more in love with him' than he is with me'. Karma eh ?

I Still love him loads, but he doesn't seem as keen............lesson to self.........be careful what you get into.

I don't know how this is going to pan out.........he has a young family and I have children (though older).........is very confusing..............if I'd know then what I know now........I would have stayed well away, although I love him dearly now ...........wtf !!
lettingoffsteam lettingoffsteam 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2012

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Weird thing is ...........I went all soft and told him last week that he really hurt me when he went all quiet on me for months..........he seemed to be ignoring me. I wished him happy birthday in January and he started talking to me again and since I told him how hurt I was ......he now messages me back everytime ?? I think he's a little more confused than he's letting on.

Story of my life... lol.. ain't that a B? For planning on something you thought was grade A?