You Made It Clear When You Said, "I Just Don't Love You No More."

Those words when heard can be really devastating, and I have heard them. I've been with my boyfriend on and off for over a year now, and the break up we had...it was horrible. He told me I ruined his life and that he will probably never love me again. I took it really hard. But on Valentines day this year he told me that he wanted to try again, that he may love me some day.
But still, even if he did end up loving me, I feel that I will always love him more. He has done all these horrible things to me but I still love him with all my heart. And..yet I haven't really done anything half as bad.

I don't understand why he just woke up one day and decided that he didn't love me (I highly doubt that kind of thing can happen) But it's either that or he never did.
He didn't disagree to that one either, even though he told everyone that he's loved me since he can remember.
Maybe he's the type to just throw it around and make it a huge lie...

But I'm quite hurt.
And I don't understand.

queenisabella queenisabella
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

Some people who say they love you with all there heart just think they love you.I just went through a break up that I never expected she loved me with all her heart.Yeah right true love doesnt just go away.I still love her and always will but she ruined everything.Now im left alone and wondering how many people even know what real love is.I feel your pain.We all deserve better than we had.

You may never understand it but you dont have to setlle. You can find that person that will love you as much as you love them. <BR><BR>For years I have not been able to understand why my H.S. sweetheart didn't love me as much as I loved her but it's just that she didn't. It seems like we played the "I love you more" game a million times but it seems that in the end I was the winner. :(<BR><BR>I really can feel your pain and I hope you can get over it quicker than I did.