I Know a Guy, Never Dated Him, But Wish to Marry Him Someday (dreamily)
I know this guy. He is a little older than me and I've known him half my life now. I've never really dated him, but I do see him (in a class he teaches) once a week. I used to work for him too for a few years. He is a nice guy, still single, and never married. He is cute and everybody wants to be around him. I sometimes have dreams about him and small fantasies that I keep to myself (until exploiting now on EP). But I cannot visualize him and I getting married. I know it will never work. I don't have the guts to ask him out on a date. I tried to be flirty with him once but that never worked. As for now I do see him on a weekly basis (from what I stated above). I kind of got excited last night because I emailed him and was anxious for his reply. It does give me butterflies in my stomach just thinking about him. I know there are other guys that are out there and that can be better. I have made the effort in looking (with Match.com for example), but the end result is disappointing, no such luck. I am happy being single for now, but just the thought of attempting to ask him out is driving me wild. All I can do is hope for the best in someday getting married to the right one.