Funny Isn't It...

When I was still a kid, I wished I could be grown up fast. When I got older, I wish I could be a kid again. I thought growing up would be cool and you get to do everything on your own. No people to control you or to tell you what you should and shouldn't do. Well hell, how wrong was I. All the responsibility that you have to take as you grow older... Ugh, I hate it all. I hate my life. I should have enjoyed my childhood more but with all the bullying and the ****** stuff that had happened to me I don't have much of a choice.
amethyst91 amethyst91
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 5, 2011

i know how you feel!! i should have enjoyed my childhood more too, but i was always a target for people teasing me and so on, cos i was always a loner and too shy/quiet, and i always kinda knew that these people that teased me and so on were just being immature, and they would never do such a thing if they were more mature, and cos of that, i always wished that i could be all grown up and be independent and do things for myself, but now that im older, i wish i was a kid again, cos all the teasing and i guess you could say bullying as well, has left me with mental scars, and i dont know if i'll ever get rid of them, even though i try!! i see all these people that teased me and so on, getting on with their lives just fine, and here i am, struggling to cope with mine!!