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Sometimes I Wish I Wasn't The Person I Am.....

I have always been the one who has been there for everyone, been everyone's friend and shoulder to lean on. I sometimes wish I wasn't the person I am, I don't say that because I resent the experiences I have had, but because I can't find someone who will do the same for me. Someone who will just listen and not judge, care but not smother, someone I could call at 3 a.m. IF I needed to, which I have never needed anyone at 3 in the morning.

After starting school I met some people who I consider friends, but I am not one that will get all "mushy" with people just cause they act like they are my friend, it takes a good while, this is due to the fact that people are so very two-faced and ignorant. I, on the other hand am a very responsible, helpful, reliable person and it is those qualities that I think hurt me more than help me. If people were out for anyone but themselves, or would even just help someone else for some out of the blue reason I think I would just pee right down my leg......
notshortfunsized notshortfunsized 36-40, F Jun 7, 2011

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