Wish There Was More Of Me...

Growing up wasent easy for me at all. I was sexually abused by a closer family member for pretty much my whole childhood. I was never close to my father for the same reason that I felt he never protected me , I never said anything and then when I was 16 I found out my dad was a transgender and that made us a bit closer but I was still upset and he never gave my mother or me an explanation. She got re married and I attended her wedding and now my father is getting re married and I'm not attending because my mother told me she was kicking me out if I go . I'm 20 next month and I work but not ready to move out and I know if I got kicked out I could go live with my boyfriend I havE been with for three years . On September 15 2012 it's my 3year anniversary and it's my fathers wedding and even because of our differences I want to go but I can't I wish I could divide myself .....
Jimena123 Jimena123
18-21, F
Sep 9, 2012