Trying My Best

I am doing better with trying to be myself. But sometimes I feel like myself is not good enough. I can be myself with my fiancé. But with my friends ( even though that's like 2) I just feel like I can't. I have this brick wall that won't break down.
eyeslikestars eyeslikestars
26-30, F
1 Response Apr 26, 2012

If you're not yourself w/your friends then you're cheating yourself and them. They think you're something you're not. So really they're not friends w/you they're friends w/a disillusion. When you're not your true self w/someone you're wasting their time and yours. I'm not saying express every thought, of course, many need to stay private for your own mental safety. What I'm saying is don't pretend to be something you're not. I know if you were my friend & I found out you had been lying to me the entire time we were acquainted, I'd be really mad and would no longer trust you. I mean if you'll lie about who you really are, who knows what else you're lying about.

Yeah your right