Tomorrow Is Your Funeral....

Tomorrow is your funeral. And I won't be able to be there. I'd give anything to be there, but due to money situations, I can't be there. I wish I could be there with all of my friend's so I won't be sitting home tomorrow alone. trying to cope with it all, because its going to be so hard tomorrow. I wish I could jsut be there. It still doesn't seem real, this seems like a ******* nightmare that I can't wake up from! I wish I could be there, to see that its real, to be around people who are thinking and feeling the SAME thing that I am. I don't want to be so alone in dealing with all of it. It hurts so much that you are gone, but not to have someone to just hug who is actually going through this with me. But i know I am not completely alone...It just so hard....

*Sigh*

I'm so sorry I can't be there.....


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26-30
3 Responses Aug 1, 2010

I did noticed but u never said he passed away. Hugs I am sorry and know you are going through alot

Sis, I know how hard it can be not being at the funeral (although your circumstances were different from mine). Remember your friend, honour his memory. And although you are not there, He will know. You are not alone, I promise you that..... **hugs**

may i ask who has passed away