I've had a rough time the last few years. I really wish I could lean on something and have faith in God. I once was a christian, but as I never felt like God wanted anything from me, and never "answered" my prayers, I just had a really hard time believing. I want to try, but it's so hard.

I wanna be a christian so if it's all true, I'll be able to meet my 3 friends and my uncle that commit suicide through a period of 12 years. I miss them so much...
Themil Themil
22-25, M
Aug 18, 2014