I Hate Not Being Able To

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!  So many times I've been around my girl friends when they were carrying life within them.  I would look at them and sometimes feel so jealous that they could and I can't.   When my partner carried our first, I went through many of the changes that she did.  My breasts would get tender and start to itch, I gained 12 lbs, my mood swings would go from happy to bitchy to just down right crying.  I didn't know which to scream the most about between the lower back aches, the feelings like I had to pee all the time or the leg cramps.  But the day it all made it worth it was the first time I held her and she quieted down and turned her head towards my voice.  That's when I knew I was finally a Mom.  

Michellewhois Michellewhois
Feb 13, 2010