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I Do Try To...

Sometimes when I feel so depressed, so undignified, so unstable, so pathetic, I jump in the shower and stay there for hours just literally trying to wash it all away, as if scrubbing at my body until it hurts will somehow take away my filth on the inside.

Of course, it doesn't.
deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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there is no way to wash the feeling of a rape or being molested away <br />
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a hot showeer feels great on some pain

It's hard to figure why you feel there's "filth" on the inside. You don't seem to be filth-filled. I think you're just being too hard on yourself.