A Wish to Be ... Whole

 

i love wearing heels, skirts and silky blouses, dresses, stockings and heels, and some makeup and to be a complete woman!

i am a woman and never show it outwardly in the way i dress or want to dress. i do allow my attitudes, emotions, mannerism to show through.

i dress very infrequently and never in my home town. Why? When in that area of my life i am still in the closet. When i do dress i do want to pass and be accepted and bring good things/thoughts to womanhood, not detractors.

i'm still in the closet (dress-wise) due to responsibilities of family that i can not discard and "do my thing" at the current time. Of course, maybe in the back of my mind, other things weigh like social attitude, peer acceptance,

i don't question or second guess myself anymore. i am who I am, a woman and that is who i was truly meant to be.

 

Josie06 Josie06
56-60, F
4 Responses Feb 13, 2009

In some parts of North America, it has to be really, really, tough to be "you" and for me - part of that experience is to actually go out dressed. It's truly a transformative experience. The whole range of emotions that you'll get once you step out into that big old world dressed up will challenge and validate your femme self, and also empathize with real females who "live it" daily - so much to say on this topic!!

Have you ever been to Eureka Springs Arkansas? It's a small town in the Ozarks where you can be who you really are, without worrying about anything. If you ever get the chance you should go! ((((((((hugs)))))))))))

Josie I commend you for your devotion to your family but you also deserve to be truly happy with who you are. When the time comes all of your friends here will be supporting you!!!!

I agree with Bob!! I would be right in line clapping my hands Josie! You're great! : )