I Wished I Could Forget My Past!

I am happily married and I have a pretty good life, but I can't seem to shake the feelings that I had for my ex back in 2003! We didn't date for long and we really didn't share a lot of things together but I feel that I had stronger feelings for him than I have ever had for anyone else in my life. I have seen him around a few times in the past few years and everytime I see him, I still feel the butterflies in my stomach! I still feel the urge to be with him. At times, I can even hear his voice in my mind! That time in my life is a time that I don't think I will ever be able to forget! I think that if I could have one chance with him again I would have been the happiest person in the world. But I do not plan to do anything now that could jeopardize my marriage! I would never want to be done this way! So I guess the thought of being with my ex will remain a fantasty for me.

depressedmommy depressedmommy
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 19, 2009

Yeah I guess so!

ahh very true. Sometimes things are meant to be.