I Want to Help Everyone and Ev...

I want to help everyone and everything.  I want to heal the world.  I want to assist in every way I can possibly think of.  But there aren't enough resources within my grasp for me to even help myself.  So my generousity has to have limits.  So I fall far short from the top of the list and usually those least deserving hit the top.  *Sigh*  I don't understand how this comes to pass, but I can't stand to be so selfish as to put myself before everyone I love.  For good or ill.
theophania theophania
22-25, F
1 Response May 10, 2007

This is exactly how I feel a lot of the time. Good post.