But It's Part Of Me .

I miss my so-called friends even though they held me back , but I still think of those days when I'm alone . I wish I could forget about failed marriages , but they haunt me . I wish that I'd never been drug addicted but I'm clean now . I wish I'd stop looking back as I move forward . The right frame of mind or the right person could turn my mind forward and i'm trying hard to .
Tanengreen Tanengreen
36-40, M
2 Responses Feb 14, 2010

This is not the time to be looking for a partner or someone to save you. If you do this, it will end the same way it has in the past. This is the time to heal yourself. You must learn to love yourself before you can love another. Your having been drug addicted tells me that you didn't love yourself. I am very proud of you for giving up drugs and getting clean. You are just learning to walk. When you are ready for the right woman, you will know because you won't feel that pull to run back to the mistakes. You won't feel sad for loosing what helped you to hurt yourself.<br />
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Best Wishes.

{HUGS} oh sweetie, isn't that always the case...we wish for different paths, different people, different decisions, but whose to say that you're not supposed to be exactly where you are. there's a lesson in every mistake, every fumble....but in the end you'll survive, we always do.