Sometimes, I Feel Like I'm Dreaming Anyways...

My dreamworld is generally something childlike almost...With forests and rainbows, and waterfalls. It's gorgeous there, quiet, just birds and animals minding their own business...With pools of water with sunlight shining down...Sometimes moonlight...Where the nights aren't too hot nor to cold, just as the days are. With occasional wind blowing through my hair, and rolling grassy knolls. Big giant puffy white clouds in the sky. If only...

But I dream of a life with someone else as well. It seems so real, is so real. I have such a relationship with a girl online. She's great. She's beautiful, she's funny and always makes me laugh when I'm sad. She can cheer me up 99.9% of the time just by talking to me. She makes my chest feel heavy, and it's so hard to breathe. She's so romantic, sweet and tender. All the things she does, all the things she says...I can't even explain, other than it's from right out of a dream, right out of my mind, like I created her...No way could someone be so perfect. Her smile, her laugh, even the way she breathes when she's fallen asleep...They're so soothing for me. I feel relaxed, comfortable, and at ease. Nobodies ever made me feel that way before, and I know deep down, nobody can ever be close to this dream again. She's so real, even if it's so dreamlike. She's amazing. We're amazing.
LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
Aug 6, 2010