THIS is definately NOT the life I see for 'myself'.... I say that because I feel like most times Im living MY life, FOR others.
Would be so nice to live a life free of pain, frustrations, negativities, regrets, and stress. You know... the impossible.
Im not saying THAT is what I want, I know that is like grasping for straws that arent even there. But.... it sure would be nice to live my life w/o having to deal with ALL of those, on a daily basis.
Alot of times, I feel as tho my life isnt mine. I lost a HUGE part of it in the past few years, and God-willing... I will have 'me' and 'my life' back again someday.