Wish

i wish i could be different

i wish my parents did not care as much

i wish i did not have the things i did

i wish i could not meet expectations

i wish i could break rules

i wish i could be truly free

i wish i could be a 'delinquent'

feel the pain on a punch

which makes my head spin

and deal out a blow just as hard

i wish i could get into fights

be undiplomatic

i wish i could sneak out

i wish i could cut class

but i am too weak

i cannot do such things even though my heart yearns for it

for i am afraid

and that is my only weakness barring me from my silly dream

plagued0g plagued0g
18-21, F
Feb 24, 2010