I Had a Lot to Give

It seems like not so long ago I gave all of the love that I posessed, now I feel as though I just don't have it in me anymore. I've been abused mentally, physically, and emotionally. I always came up on top, except now. My heart is not the same and I fear it never will be again. I miss being able to give someone everything, all of me. I just don't trust enough to do that anymore. I want that back. I'm tired of being in pain, hurt, deceived, cheated, lied to and betrayed. All I want is to love and be loved in return.
jezabel82 jezabel82
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 8, 2007

Hang in there, I know about abuse. I been thru it all my life. The worse pain to go thru is emotional. my significant other had an affair with my so called best friend years ago. I found out that the people you care for the most are the ones that hurt you the most. I forgave her because because she realized how much I was hurt by the betrayal and deceit. Give yourself time to heal.