I Wish That I Could

 I wish I could.  I wish I could help you more than I'm helping you now, but I don't know anymore what else to do.  I wish I could do more to get people to stop 100% blaming you because a large part of it is not your fault.  I need to help you leave your past behind you, but I don't know what else to do besides keep telling you that the present is the only thing that should matter.  I need you to feel better and so does your son.  I thought that you changed months ago, but you didn't, and I just wish I could make things better for you and help you grow.  You need to make changes in how you live your life, and I know that you know that, so please act on it and also know that I'll be here for you throughout it all.  

yoyy yoyy
26-30, F
Mar 18, 2009