Hot

him: the first time you smiled
don't get mad
but
my thoughts
at that time
were of what it would be like
to see that mouth
so perfectly suited
so perfectly shaped
acquire me
i realized, of course
that with you standing right in front of me
i better not stare
or else you'd think you had broccoli in your teeth
or i was a dentist

    ~ Chat between GV and M, 25 September 2012

We were talking this evening, GV and me.  About the first time we saw each other.  In person, I mean.  The only time in person.  Thus far, anyway.  I have hope that some day we'll meet again.  And I intend to have rope ready.  I am loathe to let the gentleman get away.  I want him so very much, you see.

It made me laugh when he said "don't get mad."  As if.  Those words of his made my heart race.  To learn that he fantasized about me taking him in my mouth?  Why in the name of all that's holy would I get mad about such an admission?  It's marvelous.  I can feel my cheeks getting hot just rereading the words, and my ***** is tensing at the thought of what it would be like to taste more than his mouth. 

This weekend was supposed to be the big event.  Our time together to explore each other.  But he spent a bunch of sleepless nights agonizing about giving into his desires, and decided he couldn't cheat.  I suppose there are those who would say that his time online with me is a form of cheating, but there are substantive differences between this and sharing a room for forty-eight hours.  His words warm me, but it's a far cry from the heat of his skin against mine, of his breath on my neck as he takes me from behind, of his *** on my breasts as he pulls out after thrusting into my eager mouth.  Those acts are full of physical temperature sensations.  I want to feel all of them with him.  For now, though, I'm content to enjoy the heat of his impassioned chats.

him‬: i was also
maybe weirdly
really looking forward
to you shaving me
 
‪me‬: barbering services are not adultery
though it's an intimate act
 
‪him‬: except my vision was for this to be an "after thought"
 
‪me‬:  ah
 
‪him‬: whilst recovery was underway
 
‪me‬: indeed 
I could have you furry and smooth
 
‪him‬: in that order
tied and untied
moaning and muffled
 
‪me‬: damn, you are hot
I mean seriously hot

‪him‬: * sigh *
 
‪me‬: you are turned on by all the stuff I am
 
‪him‬: M
 
‪me‬: yes?
 
‪him‬: you need to get laid
 
‪me‬: by you
and
I need to lay you
 
‪him‬: i'm so ******* average
 
‪me‬: yeah, me too
 
‪him‬: you've filtered me
 
‪me‬: ditto
 
‪him‬: no
i've seen you
i've held you
i've kissed you
i've read you
 
‪me‬: I was there, fella.
Yeah?
Well, I fell for you after the first word, mister.
 
‪him‬: there comes a time in every man's life when he realizes he is with a woman who is in a totally different league than he 
i knew that
the first time you smiled
don't get mad
but
my thoughts
at that time
were of what it would be like
to see that mouth
so perfectly suited
so perfectly shaped
acquire me
i realized, of course
that with you standing right in front of me
i better not stare
or else you'd think you had broccoli in your teeth
or i was a dentist
in so many ways
you are SO in a different league than i am

‪me‬: Oh, love.
I would give anything to prove you wrong.
To make you see yourself as I see you.
I think you are a fine man.
A really fine man.
One who is more than worthy of me.
One who enchants and amuses me.
And inspires me.
I know that you undoubtedly have your moments.
I am not putting you on a pedestal even if it sounds like that.

‪him‬: a champion of awkward kisses
while distracted by blow jobs
 
‪me‬: You are the ******* salt of the earth 
and you have the soul of a poet.
You are a good guy.
You try so hard to do the right thing
and you are thoughtful
and you deserve to have someone to laugh with
and to **** as often as humanly possible
to squeeze every drop of goodness out of the rest of the time you have left
I just enjoy the heck out of you
I wanted to kidnap you when we met
I should have brought duct tape and rope.
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Sep 26, 2012