I think I concur with many others who feel as if they wish they could start over with someone brand new. Since my break up almost three months ago, it has been a hard and tedious journey, just to reach the goal of meeting the right woman.

I have yet to reach that goal, and I realize that two and a half months isn't a long time. However, what I desire is to feel that sense of love again, but this time from the woman I know I was meant to be with. Having a life to share with someone, is one of the things that I miss the most.

However, I am committed to waiting for the next opportunity. Do I wish I could start over? Yes. I would like to begin a new season, with a new person, which could hopefully culminate in marriage. Living alone, and being single isn't exactly the easiest thing in the world.

The good thing is, I have a few people in my life, who I can share my heart with, and what is on my mind. However, despite the ability to have conversation with others, and even encouragement, I still have the goal that I want to achieve.

Starting over, would mean so much to me. The past which is my past relationship, is now behind me. However, I am looking for a brand new start, in which I will be able to have another opportunity to seal the deal so to speak.

This year, I was very close to my dream of marriage. However, it wasn't meant to be. I am hopeful and prayerful that in the coming year or years, my moment will finally arrive, and I will have the love that I have heard so much about from others who have found the love of their life.
NinjaGuide321 NinjaGuide321
26-30, M
Dec 17, 2013