Sometimes I really wish I could, that I could go back in time and have a second chance. Fix everything that went wrong the past 5 months. But, at the end of it all, I realize I have learned from it all and I 'm better because of it. Better friends, independency, I know now how to deal with heartbreak, how to move on. I'm more physically attractive because when I was down I worked all the time for self improvement. If I could start over though, knowing all I do know, maybe I could fix all the bad, stop myself from experiencing all the pain and make things even better than they are now. I don't think I should complain though, for the past five months of sadness I've been awarded with amazing friends and amazing lessons on love and loss. I wouldn't trade it for anything.
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2 Responses Feb 7, 2014

Oh honey you are so young & you have got a great head on your shoulders. I wish I was as smart as you are at your age.

Growth can be painful, good to hear you found your way through.