It Just Comes Natural To Me

i feel that i can better handle pain then a lot of people out there, i am weak as most of them are and have broken down do to my own pain a lot. but i feel that if we all have to suffer then way not just one of us suffer?i would gladly take on the pain of the world if i could even if it means that i would have to become a shut-in (i kind of already am one).i have just been dealing with it for such a long time that i feel that i could handle everyone else's, that may not be true but if i could then i would in a heart beat.