Thinking Asleep!I hate how my brain is working while I’m asleep! I mean I always resolve and finish the unresolved issues when I was awake in my sleep!
If I’m at work and I have something that I left for tomorrow I go back home, sleep, and of course I complete that work in my dreams!!!! Sometimes the dream is even so real that I wonder was the work really done?!!! Just a while ago when I was sleeping I was finishing all the work pending for tomorrow’s deadline, I just wish if something is done in the dreams it will be done in reality that would be awesome!!!! Lol! but seriously I just woke up and I was pissed off because even in my sleep I can’t rest and I’m doing work!!!!
Also something very annoying is that work or any important matters always remain in my mind 24 hour, yesterday I had a schedule like important points that I need to get done today so at night I went to sleep and I woke up like 4 am I was just looking at my phone checking the time and I was like talking in my head okay so you will have to discuss this with him, finish this, and then do that when you go to work at the morning okay? It is when it hit me: what the hell was that? I just wake up for one second and I’m revising my schedule!!! And this thought of me questioning myself kept me awake which sucked when I woke up at the morning!
Now the worst thing is if I’m worried about someone I’ll have to dream of them and of course in the dream everything that I’m worried about and I do not want it to happen WILL HAPPEN!
I think a major reason why I’m always edgy and bitchy is that I do not get my rest and I do not get good sleep and my brain is working all the time when it needs to rest so it is very normal that when I am awake I cannot stand anything from anyone because I’m just tired….. ugh!
I wish I can have a very deep peaceful uninterrupted sleep like this:
That would make a big difference in my life and attitude!
MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 Feb 15, 2012