I really wish I did not have a heart. I regret falling in Love so much right at this moment, because I am honestly feeling nothing but pain.  The texts, and the confessions just opened up all the pain, all over again, and it ******* HURTS! I wish I had enver meant him, i wish I didn't settle down, I wish I didn't fall in Love. I said after my dad stopped abusing me, I'd never trust a man, and I'd never fall in Love, andi was stupid and did, and i wish i dind'tm i dont even want a heart anymore, i wish i could just throw it away, i cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant even work, and its so painful.

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1 Response Jul 11, 2010

It is a tempting thought.