Sick And Tired Of Fear

I am so tired of being afraid. I am tired of not wanting to walk out of my front door because I am afraid. I am tired of being terrified that I will die before I am able to be free and whole for even one day. I am tired of being afraid that I will not be the man that my Dad taught me to be, of being afraid of letting him down.
I am tired of having nightmares because I spend so much time afraid. I have always faced my fears and I do so now. I am just sick and tired of feeling fear.
lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
41-45, T
Nov 28, 2012