Getting Worse

My memory has become a big issue, especially now that I am a mother. It has been a problem all my life. I can't remember much of my childhood. I have paid bills 2 or 3 times too many, and often not at all because I forgot about it. I often forget my own age and have had to call my mom to ask in the past, count because I atleast remember the year I was born, and more recently ask my husband.

I have a big problem with numbers in general. It took me 15 or 16 years to remember my social secutity number, and now I still studder when someone asks me because I have to think about it.

I am forgetting to eat! I'll finally get pains around 2pm and realize how hungry I am. These things bother me so much, yet I can't seem to get control of them! You would think that if I am bothered so much by it, I would remember, right? .... Nope.

I'll forget I wrote this, and begin it all over again tomorrow.
FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong
31-35, F
Jan 20, 2013