Shizo, Bipolar, Depressed, Suicidal Bag Of ****. (suicidal Warning, Don't Read If Easily Triggered)

I wish I had a gun, I’d take it out from my case
I wish I had a gun, I’d point it to my head
I wish I had a gun, I’d pull the trigger softly
I wish nothing was real, I wish I was dead.

Yep, ****** poem I just made up. I really need help.
Ankhou Ankhou
18-21
Dec 14, 2012