Too Bad, I Guess.

When I told you how I felt, you said that you "just didn't feel that way about me." I can understand that. I can understand the fact that the feelings weren't there. What I can't understand is the reason. You said you "just didn't." What was it, specifically? Or was there even a reason? Because if there was, I can say, "Ya, I see that. I see that I have strong points, but this just got in the way." But as it is, all I get from what you said is, "I'm not good enough." Not a certain part of me. All of me.

That's just about the worst feeling I've ever felt. I feel worthless whenever I think of this. So, I'm left wondering: What is it about me? What am I lacking? What do they have that I don't? What was the reason that I couldn't even get a chance?

If you're reading this, you'll probably never bring it up, but that really doesn't matter. I just wanted to get it off my mind.
NoWayToGoOn NoWayToGoOn
18-21, M
Jul 10, 2010