I'm Feeling Alone Right Now And Want To TalkI would like to have some meaningful conversation at this moment. My partner is in his room sleeping. He doesn't feel well a lot of the time. It is lonely not having someone to talk with. I am craving a hug and a kiss, too. He is not very affectionate with me. I don't know why I stay in the relationship, but maybe it's becasue we have been together 10 years and it is comfortable in its own way. I worry about taking the risk of having an affair.
I could call the crisis hotline, but I am not feeling in crisis. I want to have a good laugh and joke and be alive. I don't feel very alive right now. I feel I am maintaining the status quo and the status quo is maintaining me.