I Wish I Knew God's Plan For Me
I have been so stressed out and worried about what God has planned for my future. I'm a senior in high-school and i've been praying every day for months that god will let me go to San Francisco state next year. I visited the school over christmas break and I have never felt happier or that I belonged more in a place as much as I did those five days. I dont have the best chances of getting in, hence my stress about it. I have yet to recieve a letter from the school, but im not giving up hope.
Anyway, about a month ago, I was driving home from school, it had been cloudy and rainy all day. It was another stressfull day, I had been constantly begging god for his blessing to have me attend this school, and telling him about the fear I have if I would have to stay where I am for another 2 years. As i was driving, i was listening to the song "let it be" by the beatles. I was zoned out for most of the song, until i snapped out of it and the line "and when my night is cloudy, there is still a light that shines on me, shine on till tomorrow, let it be" came on. RIGHT when that line played, my entire car filled up with sunlight, i looked out my window up at the sky and saw the sun barely peeking out through the clouds shining in my direction. I started smiling and for the first time in awhile, i felt peaceful and at ease. To me, it was god's way of telling me that everything is going to be ok. :)
