To Change Or Not To ChangeSometimes I think if I knew then what I know now . I could have a different life . Not so many hard times and heartache .
I could have avoided so many tears and fears . But then I realize because of these hard times hard lesson fought and learned , I am the person I am today . Which gave me the life I have , and the friends and loved ones I have in my life . And suddenly the prospects of easier times , better memories and
not so many bumps in the road does not seem as tempting as it did .
I like who I am , how I think and the people I care for and who care for me . I like the fact that I was taught to use my past to recognize the need in others
for the compassion and help I myself had wanted and sometimes did not receive .
so I guess if I knew then what I know now the only thing that would have changed is feeling stronger .I would not have let myself feel as alone and sink in despair as I did at times knowing that in the future , things would indeed change , and that I would be a better person for it .
softkitti 22-25, F 66 Responses 32 Nov 13, 2011