Wish I Knew I Would Feel Awful

Not having my baby was a stupid choice. I can't remember the reasons I got rid of it. And now im losing my mind. I need help!
Dowhatihave2 Dowhatihave2
18-21, F
1 Response May 14, 2012

Oh, honey, that's awful!! I'm so sorry that you're feeling such pain. I hope you can find a way to get the help you need..... where I am, abortion clinics always provide access to counseling before and after the decision to end a pregnancy.... is anything like that available where you are? <br />
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I hope your feelings will settle after the hormonal upheaval... I've never been through exactly what's happening to you now, but I had a miscarriage at the beginning of this year, and I have had one full-term pregnancy before, so I can surely tell you that pregnancy hormones can make you feel terrific and very happy.... and when those hormones go away, you can crash and burn severely. <br />
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So.... you're very young. Not judging you honey, just saying. You made the decision you made, probably for good reasons.... you just can't remember them right now because of the emotional hormone-fueled backlash. Please do get some professional help if you can....