Help Me! I Wish I Was Anorexic....

Hey im 17 and im HUGE. i have a boyfriend that loves me, friends that say im not fat and that i should be happy because im beautiful.. but I DONT THINK THAT AT ALL!!! they can say thtat all they want but it DOESNT change the way i feel about myself. if i was anorexic then i could become skinnier and be loved by ppl more. i ALWAYS wanted to be anorexic since like the 7th grade but i could never do it i would do it for a few days and i would just crack and i would hate myself even more after I CANT STAND IT! i really need a friend to talk to everyday thtat could help me through this till i feel like im at a weight i want to be at. please and thank you so much.

message me please...
anorexicwishes anorexicwishes
18-21, F
5 Responses Jul 27, 2010

Around 4 years ago, I ¨was¨anorexic, now I´m in my healthy weight (which I really hate) because of my parents. Now I´m living away from them and I am getting fatter and fatter and I want to start again but I don´t know why I´m finding it so difficult if 4 years ago was so easy to drop 13 kilos, maybe we could help eachother

i feel exactly the same, I honestly hate the way i look, i want to be anorexic so i can look and fee better..

i feel exactly the same, I honestly hate the way i look, i want to be anorexic so i can look and fee better..

Don't wish this upon yourself. It is the biggest burden, the most painful experience. You will end up destroying your body, as well as your mind.

fact u will die ive been ana 4 years nearlyt died 6 times trust me u dontwanna just exersice and eat