Me ,really?

i wish i was as stong as pepole think. ifeel like i have let so many down.there was a time not to long ago that pepole were amazed at my physical strenth,but it is now gone.i put up a good front i guess.but the night cones ,and it can be very unforgiving.i probally have done more to hurt myself than anyone.by questioning myself over and over.no ,no one is a superhero.some of us get thrown into these positions were pepoile think we are.but i am no fool.i don`t have a disguise,or a mask.i have all the vunerabilites of anyone else,i just choose to stand up.even if it hurts.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
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1 Response Mar 20, 2009

I feel the same way. Keeping up that act is so impossible eventually, and ultimately I think that's why we all value love so much; when people truly love us, they are there despite our weaker moments.