I've been struggling with depression as long as I could remember and I've been in and out of talk therapy since I was 9. I'm 32 now and seeing a counselor but lately my depression feels like it's only gotten worse especially over the past two months. In March I got in a car accident that inflamed my sciatica and left me at the mercy of my mother who is so obese she can barley walk and my sister who is anemic and suffers from back pain. Nothing I do makes me feel the slightest bit happy and I just feel lost and alone all the time. Today I had a job interview that went well but I reacted to it like someone repeatedly punched me in the gut. I don't know what to do anymore or what the point of it all is anymore.
aapjm aapjm
31-35, M
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

I feel exactly the same way. I have had depression since childhood. I cant really take much more.